It's August. A lot of things have been going on, yet nothing at all. I haven't updated since October of last year, but really, not much has happened. I've reconciled with an enemy, I've turned 19, I'm still engaged, even though I thought at times it would never follow through, I'm still psychotic (almost). Joshua's birthday is this sunday, I bought Collective Soul tickets, we're going to Hyannis the 31st, it shall be a glorious time. We even have hotel reservations. OooOoOh. Got a new camera for my birthday, not the one I wanted, but better than the one I had. I feel like getting stoned.

College sucks, it's just like High school, I feel like shooting myself in the head sometimes, but I don't have a gun, so, woe is me. I don't have anyone to talk to really, save for Josh.

I really hate my mother sometimes, and everyone else.

Besides all that garb, I think his parent's might know. They haven't said anything, but I think they know. Oh well, we'll tell them when we're ready to.

I want to lose weight, but have no motivation to exercise. I was jogging for like, 2 weeks, and then my routine got smashed by the relatives and I haven't bothered to pick it up again. When School starts I think I'll try again.

Well, that's all I really have to say for now.